With love
The things You do, just make Me happyIts what I love about You You keep Me smiling
Lover
![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Derrick Choy ![]() Create Your Badge 15.08.2008 (Our precious date!) ♥13 month now!
Lurves
Anniversary
♥1:1st Month for US! (15.09.2008)♥2:2nd Month for US! (15.10.2008) ♥3:3rd Month for US! (15.11.2008) ♥4:4th Month for US! (15.12.2008) ♥5:5th Month for US! (15.01.2009) ♥6:6th Month for US! (15.02.2009) ♥7:7th Month for US! (15.03.2009) ♥8:8th Month for US! (15.04.2009) ♥9:9th Month for US! (15.05.2009) ♥10:10th Month for US! (15.06.2009) ♥11:11th Month for US! (15.07.2009) ♥12:1st Year for US! (15.08.2009)
TheDays
♥1:100Days for US! (23.11.2008)♥2:160Days for US! (22.01.2009) ♥3:200Days for US! (03.03.2009) ♥4:222Days for US! (25.03.2009) ♥5:300Days for US! (10.06.2009) ♥6:400Days for US! (18.09.2009)
FirstIME
♥1:First Chalet ever go for HIM together with HER! (xx.9.2008)♥2:First Girl to celebrate Birthday for HIM! (03.10.2008) ♥3:First Sushi with HIM for HER (28.11.2008) ♥4:First Christmas Day for US! (25.12.2008) ♥5:First 1.1.2009 New Year Day for US! (01.01.2009) ♥6:First Chinese New Year Day for US! (07.02.2009) ♥7:First Valentines Day US! (14.02.2009) ♥8:First time celebrate Birthday with HIM for HER! (25.03.2009) (Postpone to 6.04.2009) ♥9:First time never see each other for 2 WEEKS! (22.03.2009-5.04.2009) ♥6:First Early Breakfast togther (04.07.2009) ♥7:First time HE joined HER overseas! (11.07.2009-12.07.2009) ♥8:First Beachy Day together! (02.08.2009)
Wishlist
♥1:Couple Tees♥2:Couple Jackets ♥3:Couple Wallets ♥4:Couple Handphone Pouch ♥5:Watch for HIM ♥6:Rings(Getting it on 15.12.08 ^^) ♥7:Belts for HIM ♥8:Necklace for HER ♥9:Spend more time with HER ♥10:More Tops for HER ♥11:Study well for 2nd year! ♥12:HIS headache faster cure! ♥13:Get into POLY! ♥14:OUR Rayon Choy Jie2 Hao4 to come out on Year2020 ♥15:OUR Doverlyn Choy Yu3 Xing1 to come out on Year2020 ♥16:Grow to 1.60m for HER ♥17:Couple Ear-Pieces ♥18:Prepaid Card for HIM ♥19:2nd time Sushi treat! ♥20:Promised to bring HIM for buy more Polo Shirts! ♥21: World End at 11th June'09! ♥22: Hope HE would listen to HER just for few more months! ♥23: White PSP Slim! ♥24: Hope HIS nightmare will be Better ♥25: Asus Lappy for HER ♥26: Hard Disk for HER ♥27: Mobile Boardband for HER
Tagboard
Exits
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Wednesday, April 1, 2009
I realise my attitude changed towards everyone.. From bad to worse, But i don't know how to handle it anymore.. I just hate everything.. Every second of my life sucks.. All i can do now is flood this blog.. with my sadness, nothingless everything.. Who can just hear me? I'm nothing in this world. Nothing.. I wish to let ppl know what's wrong.. But just no one understand.. You are my one and only.. But do you think of the same too? The moment u said " Got me no me no different. " You know how hurt it is? You ask me to forget it, but u think it's so easy? Everyday with you, i try to put on a smile with you hope that when you not in SG, you still can SMS me everyday.. I don't mind spend more on prepaid.. But ytd.. and today.. 0message receive.. Every few min, i'll check on my phone.. You noe the pain? Everytime i check, i wish to receive just ONE sms from you.. Saying that you're fine.. Or anything else.. But everytime i check, nothing happends.. I guess when you're back, sooner or later you will say "Without you, i feel the same." Hope not.. I hate this kind of thinking.. Just 3more day of waiting and you're back.. Sunday, it's so pain to wait for sunday.. you know? I hate this waiting feeling.. You know ? I miss you.. alot.. You know? I everyday think of the past which make me worse.. You know? I don't want you to leave me.. You know? I dont wait to feel lonely.. You know? I want to know the reason myself.. Every second I will think of the past.. And every post i made just make my tears coming out for no reason.. You know? No one can replace you.. You know? - |