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1.4.2009
Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Story Without a Fullstop @ 7:32 PM


Yeah, today i wake up at 5.30pm to avoid emo the whole day..
But still, everytime i wake up and check my hp, a knife just stab right into my heart..
You know how pain it is?

2nd day for not even 1message..
Lie on bed to think of e past till 6pm den wake up..

Everyday at home just make me think this and think that..

I tried to think of the positive like how meijun told me in tagboard..
But still, every positive thinking have a hole to emo..

Everytime i tried to lie to myself but still.. Lie is only a lie..

Everytime i tried to show a good smile infront of everybody to let them know im fine..
But every fake smile make me even worse..

I hate my life..
I hate this life..

But no choice to wait for her to come back..

I think even if she's back, i will be still the same..
Hope not..

Yeah, ytd checked my bank, left $100+ ..
Dunno how to maintain till nx month..
Not yet return manager money..

*sigh*

Mayb the only way is to.. yeah, less eat less use (:

All I will use is for her..
That's all..

I don't like ppl i love suffer..

I willing to suffer more and let them much more blessful..

Don't know what im posting..

Yeah, cya guys.

Might less post from now on..
Don't what to write..
Everythinking is just unhappiness..

I don't want readers read le oso unhappy..

Alright, go for now..
Bye..

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